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| Well I think I have an official migraine problem. I need to go see a
doctor. for those of you who know this is a big deal. anyways on to
other things. I was sitting in church today and the choir was singing
and I just zoned out, not just puch stuff to the back ground and think
about something else, no this was a full blown day dream. I came out of
it ansd was shocked to be in church, my church in bradenton, cause in
my head I was just in Nashville. It kinda scared me at first. well I
kinda felt stupid after that. oh well life goes on.
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| So donnie got the scare of his life today. He was called at 6 am by a
rough sounding man telling him that his gaurd unit has been activated.
Upon arriving at the armory found out that his unit was not being sent
to Iraq like he originally thought but was being activated from
huricanne duty. So whereever this thing hits the government is
expecting it to be bad.
Well as for me I am not doing much mostly trying to
find a way to make more money than I need for school and other charges.
I hope you all are having a great summer, only a month and a 3/4 left,
see you guys soon.
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| Fine! I will update xanga. So what to talk about...Well I have three
jobs this summer and I still am not making any money to speak of. I
Just now got my computer set up at home. Oh I beat chaos theory again
on the ps2. Its better on xbox. other than that a pretty mundane summer
jsut relaxing being as lazy as i can be.
So TNU ITS is quite possibly the dumbest group of
people I have had the displeasure of having to deal with. Did you know
that when your school email gets over the limit for space that ITS
software will automatically start emailing you ever 15 min of everyday
to tell you your mail box is full. Tell me since when did it become a
good idea to send more of something to somethign that is already very
full. I think at current I have erased some 1500 systemadministrator
emails and I am still going as all the email they blocked from coming
in pours in admist their assinine emails.
well that rant is over hope you all are haveing a great summer, see you all sooner than some would like.
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| So the reason that I supposedly started this xanga was to profess my
love for my fiancee, Bethany Gayle Humphress soon to be Teahan. I on
the other hand did not see the point in doing this. but as you can tell
the other side won. I do love her its just that I am not always
comfortable in telling everyone how I love her or how much I love her.
I mean sometimes she drives me crazy and other times i am extremely
glad she is there, sometimes I want alone time others I want her near.
Through all of those times however even the times i get mad, my love
for never changes. I still think she is cute and I still love her its
just my mood that changes. The love does not change nor does it lose
importance. Love is Love, and my Love for you is very much there. I do
not feel that professing my love on a journal will strengthen that
however if she wants to see on this particular medium then so be it. It
is the least I can do for the one that has helped through the bad,
laughed through the good. and been a constant reminder to me that there
is a God and he does forgive mistakes.
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| So I have been told before that I should not interalize everything.
Tell me why I should not do this? I do agree to a point however some
would have me say everything. This I do not see wise as somethings are
really better left unsaid. If everybody went around saying exactly what
they thought would we really have any friends or for that matter be any
better off than we previously were. If a life of seclusion is what you
seek then look no futher than yourself. Maybe I am just bizzare but the
stuff that I keep myself from saying would do nothing but hurt those
around me and succeed only in pushing me into a lonely life of
seculsion. so I ask this next question if you say what you feel are you
wanting to get things off your chest or simply trying secretly to push
those around you away? I am not saying that being open is completely
bad, but think of what happens with openness, since it already been
said better, "You want the Truth, You cant handle the Truth!"
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